fuck the poachers

I was reading an article about the poarchers setting on snares to kill the wild life animal at the Belum Rainforest, a reserved forest for the wild life.

and i just dont get it why the fuck people wants to kill these animal for? i mean come on lah, if you're meant to be dead, you're meant to die.. Dont kill all these animal because you assume that they will cure because some dick head chinese doctor said so.. Yes, i can be very defensive when it comes to animals... i dont fucking care if you're chinese or not.. because you china men, would kill anything to cure yourself, even eatin a fetus... It is such a disgrace to all human being.

and you think this will never happen

Overdose of sex stimulants kills man


BANGKOK: A Malaysian man was found dead in a hotel room in the border town of Sadao, in what is suspected to have been caused by an overdose of sex stimulants.

On Tuesday night, the 52-year-old victim and his Thai girlfriend checked into the hotel in Soi Thaijungloan after patronising a bar.

“When she woke up in the morning, the man was already dead. She told us the man liked to take sex stimulants,” said Major Phichet Channoo of the Sadao police station in the Songkhla province. — Bernama

omg, i shouldnt let tarquin have too much sex.. or at least a wild one -_-"

This is just ridiculous

I'm not a huge fan of beyonce.. But what the fuck..
the organizer for Beyonce's concert has indeed make a point

1. For beyonce coming down to malaysia, will definitely boost the tourism especially from Sgpore and Thailand.

2. Second of all, it won't be the performers loss if they do not have their concert.

I really don't see why that Beyonce coming down to have a concert will effect the malaysian culture.
and please lah.. Look at the generation these days, WE ALL dress up in a way, THEY would call sexy...
and beyonce doesnt do a lot of sexy stunts like SOME other celebrities do.
and If MALAYSIA TREATS THE CELEBRITIES RIGHT.
they might have a chance to tell their "friends" that malaysia is a very friendly and warm coming country...
Do THEY not think about this. instead of tryin to pull up votes within their RACE?

all the time they're talking about improvement for the country?
is this what you call improvement... Entertainment is also part of the improvement for a country too..

I can 100%-ly understand that you can banned a performer if they dress indecently (ex - bra or something super revealing like how lady gaga dresses... okay, that's find, because i find it retarded too )
but just for a normall 2 - 3 hours performing live concert, we're not asking too much to have more celebritites coming down to malaysia is it? instead of us going all the way down to sgpore.. ;/

It's been awhile since i've last blog...

and i'm still uncertain what to blog about..
in case those of you are wondering who's that fierce looking guy i'm hugging..
it's not that hard to guess , is it?

well, nothing much happened at work today or for the past few days..
except for the hectic hours where all the passengers sardined in to the company.
but overall, i call it a relaxing day.. :)

I've been bugging coussie since this afternoon to go wall climbing with me, but it seems like he hurts his finger, and finger is one the most important body parts that you're gonna use a lot while climbing, hence, i told him to wait until he recovers from it. Might just go along with irene and grace, hopefully they're free.. and hopefully abyl as well, if she's back from kampung..

well, i guess that's basically my boring life for the past few days..

and crap, i feel like eating at joe's
i'll take a good picture of joe's burger when i'm there next time..
make sure that your saliva stays where it's supposed to be..

i miss my baby boy..

I wished i could have you by my side all the time.
you make me smile,
you make me cry.
can i have you forever,
to love and to be loved by you as long as we possibly can...
just want to hug you and kiss you so badly now baby... : (

Yes, shanna is very in love right now : )

says it all...
can't help but to smile when you said that 3 special words.

Home is supposed to fill with warmth and comfort.
but why is all my "home" that i'm staying right now is giving troubles to me or i'm giving troubles to them?
I had that "home" once, fours ago where everything was perfect... We sat around in the living room together to watch football and movies together... i missed those moments when i wasn't rebellious.
I wanna be that good girl that everyone thinks i am too.. But I AM NOT !
I'm still growing up, i'm still learning things.. i need to make mistakes to grow up..
SO STOP CONTROLLING MY LIFE, you should have did that in the first place when you had the chance.. why now?

And you !
you messed up my life... i trade my freedom and almost everything to get you out of my life...
and now im like a prisoner in my own fucking home...
everywhere i go, i need to do a report...
i'm 22 for goodness's sake..
jesus.. just let me go..